HELP! I don't know what to do?

why don't you live your "3rd life"? it's the fusion of two lives you have, you can be a nice girl but with a little bad *** side, kind of a rebel, but you still a teacher's favorite. but dont get it wrong, being a bad *** doesnt mean you had to bully or become a jack, but you should try to protect your friend, your reputation and your self. beelieve me, i've been through a lot too, i have lived 2 lives and it's painful when the other found out the different side of yours. hope you can enjoy your life.